When I was ten years old, I heard a song that changed
my life -- ROCK AND ROLL ALL NITE (The version off of
Dressed to Kill). I was then shown the LOVE GUN cover
(which had just been released) and I was hooked. I had
to hear, feel, look and somehow be a part of what it
was I had taken in. Pretty esoteric for a ten year old,
eh? I then, like millions of other people, was becoming
a KISS fan right before my parent's eyes.
Soon after I had every wall covered with posters, every
album, a light show in my bedroom (Radio Shack strobe
and disco ball along with some Christmas lights) and
a brain that ate, drank, and slept KISS. I thought I
was a freak until I met hundreds of other kids who felt
the same way. For some reason this band belonged to
us, not our parents.
In 1979, I had my first chance to see KISS live. I
took two cameras in and made it to the front of the
stage, eagerly awaiting the band. During the concert
I was two feet off of the ground. At one point Ace Frehley
came over to me, looked me in the eyes and pointed at
me. He then threw a pick right at me. Just like in the
movies, I put my hand up and the pick landed right in
it. From that moment on I knew I wanted to play Rock
and Roll for the rest of my life.
During the next years my parents bought me a guitar
and I began to learn every KISS song on my own. I would
just sit in my room playing for hours. I just couldn't
get enough of the music and my fingers kept playing
along. Everybody thought I was weird, but I knew something
that they didn't...it was that feeling.
By the time I was 14, I was playing in local bands
around town and then started to tour when I was 16 years
old. People used to look at me and say "when are
you gonna give up this dream and get on with it?"
Well, I used to just look at them, point to a picture
of KISS and then tell them one day I will have something
to do with all of this. They all laughed...but I knew.
When I was 17, the next generation of my band formed
-- it was called UNCHAINED. We toured everywhere in
Canada and the US developing our originals and image.
Which takes us to the good stuff.
1987, KISS is coming to town with the CRAZY NIGHTS
show. I had a mission -- to get our demo tape to someone
in KISS. I then proceeded to hang outside the Four Seasons
hotel in Vancouver with my friend Ronn Roxburgh from
Firehouse Magazine (The KISS Fanzine) in an attempt
to get to KISS. Well, three days in the cold had gone
by and no sign of them yet. It was show night and we
headed to the concert. It kicked ass and all that, but
we knew that after every show Eric Carr always went
to the Bar in the hotel for a drink. We took our chances
and headed back to the Four Seasons. When we got there,
people were all over the place. We then looked across
the street at the Delta and noticed a roadie type walking
in. We just looked at each other and went in. Right
away a security guy grabs us and tells us we have to
go. We then hear a voice that says "hey...you looking
for me?" It was Eric Carr, he was a perfect gentleman,
I gave him the demo tape, Ronn got him copies of his
magazine and we were off...
Mission accomplished!
Four days later I get home from practice. It is three
in the morning and all the lights are on in the house.
Now either the dog has died or someone just won the
lottery. I get inside and my sister says go check the
answering machine,
"Hello, this is Paul Stanley. Can you please get
Benny to give me a call at ***-****".
It was at that moment that I knew everything was going
to change. I called him back, we talked for a while,
he asked about the band and what it was we were doing,
he then asked if I could come to the Seattle show to
meet and talk business. Talk business with Paul...holy
shit I thought!
I went to the show and headed back to the hotel to
meet him. John Harte, the KISS security man came out
and told me to wait for him and sit tight. An hour past,
the elevator doors open and Paul walks out and towards
us. I could not believe my eyes; he looked so much different
in person than in pictures.
We then went to his room and he put on my tape. He
said that he thought it was cool and he would like to
keep in touch with me. He told me that Eric Carr called
him into his room and said, "you gotta hear this
tape...it's cool". Paul agreed.
Time passes, we work on songs, and Paul keeps calling
every couple of days for updates, and then drops a cool
bomb on us. "I want to manage you." So after
much paper work, we are now a 'Paul Stanley Entertainment'
band.
We went to Los Angeles to record with Paul at the producer's
desk. He has a few record companies interested. But
during the recording session we realized that our singer
was not going to cut it. We decided that we would have
to find another singer and fast. Well, fast did not
happen. Between Paul and us some 400 demos were submitted,
but nothing was right. Three years rolls by-still no
singer- and the other members decide that they want
to move, to get married, and so forth. I wish them the
best and we part ways.
As I talk to Paul about the future, he tells me that
the kind of music that I was doing (a cross between
KISS and Van Halen) was just not getting signed anymore.
I told him that I don't want to be another Pearl Jam
or any of those other bands that were taking over. I
then suggest to Paul "I think that I could do a
KISS tribute." He says that it would be a great
thing to do right now; it will keep me busy and growing
as a performer. I could continue to write and when the
time was right, play original music again. He told me
that he thought I would do a good job and to get right
on it.
Well, as the saying goes "the rest is KISStory".
I just want to add that I am so very honored to be
doing this. There have so many new KISS fans that never
had the chance to see the pre-reunion band in makeup.
When we play shows and have 6-year-old kids in costume
and make-up, come to the shows with their parents and
meet us like we are the real KISS (and to them we are)
I am just overwhelmed. I know just how they feel; it's
like seeing Christmas through their eyes.
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